I never belonged to you. I was never yours. We were never us. You confused a great friendship for something more than it was, and I’m sorry.. - damnitstrue
I think I’ll end up„marrying someone that I’ll never love..
God„help me plis..
Kekalahan terbesar adl menyerah saat masih diberi kesempatan hidup
(Tupac Shakur)
When you try NOT to fall for that person, you end up falling HARDER. We always want what we can’t have & don’t want what’s available to us.
-damnitstrue-
Letting u go doesn’t mean i giVing up…it simply mEans i’m P reAdy to moving on. so i’ll let go u go„ (•ˆ⌣ˆ•) B

Berawal dr twit seorang teman ttg kuis share cerita “ur wedding dreams”..gak tau knapa tertarik buat ikutan plus kasi effort agak lbh buat bikinnya.. hmm„iseng benerrr…padahal kalo dipikir2 jaman kuliah dulu paling gak doyan MK ngarang..gak pernah bagus nilainya…hehe
Tapi buat yg satu iniii„I’ll try make my best„
ps: jangan tanya knapa cerita pnikahan impian yg konsepnya totally 100% indonesia„tp ditulis ceritanya pas pake b.ing..yg kayaknya juga acak kadut..:D
Hmm„y sudlahh„yg penting jadiii„agak puas (max 250kata..ada kata2 yg ud pas mesti d cut2„moga gak aneh) - This is my wedding dreams - a la cindya
“My wedding should be simple, casual and intimate for me and my man.
Our Invitations are limited only for friends, relatives and families, maybe about 200-250 persons. The dress code is casual-traditional. The decoration theme is broken white. It was dominated by silk and white flowers. The location is in outdoor, more like garden party. At the entrance there will be a photobox for the invited guests to take a picture than it will be given as a souvenir for them. There’s also a huge canvas too for them to write congratulate or hope note for us.
For the venue, there will be no special seat for us, the bride and groom, only a view round table enough for all guest and us. For the foods and beverages, we will provide only indonesian food. Each guest will be served in their own table by servants (Solo style). They will get a complete dish for each one of them : appetizer, main course and dessert. Beside that there’s also a view snack kiosks that also provide indonesian-style snack. We will open it after the all complete dish ceremony Solo Style done. They can enjoy it while they are chatting and listening live music from our wedding band that play our love songs playlist.
For the wedding dress, I’ll use a simply broken white kebaya and my man will use a matching batik shirt or beskap. And our wedding ring is a simple plain platina ring with our engraved name.”
amiennn - dream come true..
ps: my future man„hope u read it„,:*
Force something that I know it can’t be happen„,
Just make him suffer„
Make him feel more guilty
Try to know u…
Take it slow please..
Percakaapan pagi ini dgn seorang sahabat menyadarkan saya kalo tnyata saya sudah menjadi orang yg sebenernya gak peka ma perasaan diri„otomatis jg pada perasaan org lain„
Benar kalo tnyata saya sudah sangat mati rasa…
Sakit yg gak tlalu sakit padahal sangat sakitt…
Senang yg gak tlalu senang padahal seharusny sangat senang..
Do something„hmm„many things that I know it’s over my edge…don’t know why but I do it without guilty..
Tiba2 dliputi ketakutan yg amat sangatt..
it’s not me
Why I still thinking that it can be work?
in the end the reality„I know for sure that it can’t be happen..
God..
it breaks my heart over and over again