February 2012
3 posts
Anehhhhh„,
Ada org„bjilbab„yg sholatnya rajin„,baca qur’an dan bla bla bla yg laen„,yg nunjukin btapa berimannya dia„,tp pcaya ma takhayul„,sara plus doyan ngeluh+menggerutu„,
Damnnn„,u should shame on ur hijab…copot tuh kerudung„,gak ada pantes2ny
Something wrong with my stomatch…
It’s getting worst…
Mudah2n bukan yg cindy kiraa…
Amienn
My 27th.
Happy bday to me…
Happy bday to me…
Happy bday„,happy bday…
Happy bday to me..:)
Hwa„,lil bit shock…27 taun sudahh…Kayaknya bukan angka yang sdikit„hmmm *garuk2 kepala
Walopun taun ini sndiriii„single,tanpa pacarr…(Agak sedihh sihh) tp tetep bsyukur„
Ucapannn,doa„harapan dari orang2 tsayang,tdekat sampe yang gak...
January 2012
10 posts
Tuhann„jaga dia dan kluarganya…
God…
If i never ever be good enough for someone…
No one for me..
Please make me stronger…
So i can face it…through this….:)
Jkt,22 jan 2012,12.30..my journeyyy
Berbekal legging yg dpake,loose tshirt 2 biji,underware 2biji jg ma cardigan…I’m heading to bandunggg+my lovely nangor„„yeayyyyy
Tadiny smpet deg2n gak dpt transport karna smua travel d telp„bilangnya full booked„akhirnya modal nekat,bangun pagi,niat nunggu lama ma muka melass„,dpt jg d xtrans bintarooo,horayyyy„(Allah thank u for blessing my...
How can u be that sure,pop?!
Malem minggu gni papa ngajakin ngobrol hal2 yg jelas2 cindy sndiri gak tau jwbnnya apa…gak yakin jawabannya apaa….
Papa kayaknya ngerti situasi cindyy akhirnyaa…
Dia gak tanya apa2 lg..cm blg “dia anak baik,SAYANG km..cm lg bingung…” di akhir…
Hmmm..how can u be so sure,pop??
In same time…i doubt that he have same feeling too…. (it’s...
Officially patah hati nieh kayaknya„,ud hari k3 dan gak ada apapunnn..
Miss him actually..but like I said before„love is about 2 side„not one side
:'(
bentar lg hampir masuk hari k 3„,
like i said before„„hampir ga kuatt„„hmm„tp mesti kuatt..
tbukti„gak ada usaha apapun„,jd spertiny mesti bener2 tau diriii…
Hampir gak tahaann„,tp mesti kuattt…
Yg tbaik bwt kita„,blom tentu tbaik bwt dia„,
Ada sesuatu yg emang gak bisa dipaksa„,
Hmm„,patah hati lg tampaknya„„tp tau dia bahagia„berusaha untuk cukup„,
Tuhann„,bantu cindy buat kuatt..
” I’ll love you for a thousand years, and I’ll still love you for a thousand more! “
God,I’m tired..
Help me pliss„
U know what I feel„what I want„what I thinking of„
At least,let smile always stay in my face„
don’t let this ruin my life too muchh…
“Lil ME falling in love with u and big ME is in love with u”
December 2011
28 posts
2011 almost end
To much happen in 2011
mulai dari yang baik„,sampe yang terburukk„„,mis:get real job„putus dr pacar tcinta yg udah bareng 8 taun gara2 agama„kehilangan om tcinta yang sakit sampe tiba2 bisa ketemu+deket ma gebetan dr kecil yg dari dulu diharap2 tp lagi2 harus patah hati gara2 kduluan org laenn…
Yup„yupp„yupp„khusus buat yang buruk-buruk,...
janji ma diri sendiri untuk gak terlalu bharap„,:)
love is not about something that is forced…
want YOU to be happy……..
Everytime I think there’s a hope„,there’s always something that will broke my hope..
May i ask u something?
Why u never see me…?
Why u never pick me…?
Why u never want me…?
Why?
Knapa smuanya semu?
if u really love someone..
all u wanna do is just make him happy„,
support what the best for him..
even if there’s no you in it…:)
Prepare my heart for another broken heart.. *take a deep breathe
God i miss him..want him so muchhh…
But still …. (ehm..U know what i mean)
What should i do?
Gak bs ngerti isi kepalanya….
Slalu mikir apapun buat org lain..nyenengin org…
Ngelakuin apapun yg tbaik bwt org laen..
Perasaannya nomer trakir
But that’s why i always adore him..like him..in the end i love him…
Ps:
“U..
I’m honest to u
My heart..my feeling to u is also honest..
10 years i’m just hopingg…
now,near u…close to u
I...
Efeknya gak ilang-ilang„,
pdhl cuma ketemu beberapa menit doankkkkkkk….
hwaaaaaaaa„„gimana iniiiii„,bikin susah tdrr„senyam senyum sndiriii
Spechless..
There isn’t enough words to express how happy i’m…
Love u more,bim..
“Allah SWT gives you pain to make you learn how to be strong. Stay positive, never give up, and always be grateful ♥” —> SMILE„jodoh gak kmn„ :)
YOU
Allah inget doa cindy wktu itu…
wktu lg terpuruk2ny gara2 patah hati kmaren??
apa yang cindy minta untuk siapapun nanti yang jadi pasangan cindy???
Smua menunjuk k dia„,tp knp situasinya tetep sulit y??
hmmmm„kayaknya Allah terlalu sayang cindy„,
mao cindy lebih kuat„
mao cindy lebih ngehargain apapun nanti yang Allah kasih„,sekecil apapun
God, u know,...
Harus pinter jaga perasaan klo gak mao sakit hati…
“Less feelings means less hurt”
Di dunia ini cuma Allah, satu yg pasti..
Sisanya smua cm smentara
Slalu brusaha lakuin yg tbaik
Maka nantinya.apapun itu.baik ato buruk..gak akan ada penyesalan
Jujur ma diri….
Itu smua yg tbaikkkk.
Bismillahhh…(take a deep breathe) :) smileew
Liebe dich
Ich versprache mir nicht zu erwarten. von Anfang an du bist nur ein Traum.
“Don’t find love„let love find u„that’s why u call it falling in love” :)
Btaun2 yg lalu ketemu„suka„(love at the first sight)„,pisah lama„suddenly ketemu lg„rasanya masi adaaaa„gak berubah sama skali„:)
Whwn u are the one who say that..i will say “i do” without too much thinking
Hmm..bsyukur sama apa yg bs ddapet skrg..
Just close to u means everything…
My disappointed
Next sepertinya„gak perlu tlalu pduli ma perasaan sndiri„bullshit ma yg namanya sayang,cinta,dll..
Dcintai itu yang terbaik„less effort„less pain..
Simpen perasaan dalem2„tutup rapet2„
Dulu bisaa nahannya„skrg juga pasti bisaa„
Bukan soal rela ato gaknya„
Sayang ato gaknya..
Tapi soal dipilih ato gaknya„
In the end„he never choose me„
And I have to deal with it
Maunya gak bharap„tp perasaan gak bs boong„
God I want him„plis :(
love someone that u’ll never can have is killing u slowly
God„u know I can’t resist him„
Never ever„
But I know,by letting it happen„same like I let myself feel the pain again„(over and over again)
November 2011
30 posts
hmm„percakapan bersama teman barusan„bikin sadar„
tnyata sbelum inipun„pernah tergantikan dengan cepat„
okk.. *note
You give the one side of your shoulder to get me stop cryin and the other side is for another girl
God i want him so bad…
hmm„gregetan dia yang di depan mata tapi gak bisa diapa2in„„,arrrghhhhhh
Allah yang maha baik„,please, kasi dia buat cindy„
IwU..
All for the best
Hmm„What can be more tragic than words unsaid and things undone?
Huff„It’s really happen to me„
simpen smua yg tsisa dalem2„kunci rapet2„smua untuk yg tbaik„
pcaya,cinn„!
The best thing from all of this„
I still believe that Allah will give me the best in the right time„,*big smile
XOXO
Me
Proud to be me,,,:)
“I may not be the prettiest, smartest or strongest, but at least I’m me. I don’t pretend to be someone that I’m not meant to be.♥”
believe it or not„,when u really love someone„
all u think„all u want is just his happiness„
see him happy„,even it was hard..but it’s relieve..:)
Gott, es ist verletzt!
promise myself„never ever look back..move forward,get my own...
– me